Quo vadis? I can not believe it. Probably encouraged by the comment:) I come to write even now time again to what. In the end I do that regularly ^ ^ '
to tell really much to it again now, but maybe I can give you even a little torture with my thoughts. I do not know if this is all so terribly worth reading, but I play lately, often with the idea of something in terms of essays on paper (or rather: to file) bring, but either I can not concentrate, what else is odd or I'm quite simply not interested. Maybe I'll start all over again but rather at ease with my absolutely uninteresting everyday life. Uni is again only on 16, before that I have no lectures. But time is used to once again what to change in our house. I've already written about it so demletzt (I?). In any case, now the wall of the hall is ready. Previously, da ne large, heavy wooden door, but which is now thankfully gone. That which is found under the very thin shell has probably called the "dust of the times." Maybe different, but I find it just not the right metaphor. The great thing about the SoC is the way that you do not have to think big and easy to write down anything. I guess that is when I would really start here even halfway reinzukriegen structure, I would have nothing more to write. It's just like when composing or drawing: the blank page at the beginning is the most persistent. If one has to start first, writes or paints are mostly of himself, but after about half an hour you will again not satisfied, but that's different. Maybe something that is only specific to me.
I think something bad incidentally, that so many people now know the address of my blog, but never get to go there. I am doing anything stop by not blame here - is stirring little anyway - but rather I find it sad that I must take regardless of who that could read along everything here. I think I could write a lot of open times when only a small circle knew of it (Hello conspiracy! * Laughs *). Not that I would have to revelations of great things, but it would be nice if you do not have to constantly thinking about who you might now allow any step on the toes. Now, if a really big coincidence indeed one of those people (you know already more or less who they are) show up here: it is about nothing of you personally, I'd do the devil and write something here, behind his back, I would not even articulate before. If anyone really has any concerns, however, he would tell me that and I will not mention him. But it is nunmal difficult to live a semi-private diary, if I can not write about other people. They could feel so attacked. And I can not write anything about me. After all, I do not know who the unauthorized person is reading this. Again, also this: Not that I would have to say what size. But still, I think now that everyone has understood. I mean, just like every other blog crap, but I'm that careful. I also privacy is quite important. I would also do not want me, that another in public (at the blog here is a joke) things spread by me. I did but not before! So, that should now be clear. Only now to consider are: How to get out of this situation? There are several possibilities. First and probably easiest way is that everything remains as it is. I had to write little and write what I would be just like this text here agglomeration of trifles. But I could indeed, as already planned, that everything more towards Essays and texts relektierende let go. In itself a good idea - but I know net if I would stay really - I seem to create little now - and on the other, would probably be for most of the * cough * 2.3 readers here in my blog more or less uninteresting. The masses are interested spontaneously I can not believe it. Somehow to advertise in which I read in other blogs on topics and call in ner Sig my blog falls away definitely. Although people would come - but whether that would remain is so a question. I guess probably not. The only blogs I visit regularly are also only feature blogs. No diaries. And though diary, then there must be more content here. And that does not include the above mentioned reasons. Well, if there were another alternative. password protected another blog on another server, at best. I know I'm paranoid. Then I'd give the passwords to people who want to read. Disadvantage here: Again a very small closed circle. Somehow, even goofy. But I know net, on the other side containing many advantages.
That would be really well. With little content, you can tinker too long texts, I find out exactly;)
Maybe I ought to write something reasonable times. In the next post: P
